no more

Feeling really broken down lately. I'm tired of my world. I need a new perspective or something.
It's weird how comforting I find it looking into other people's lives on Facebook...
but then I feel really empty afterwards. I don't know. I have all that I need to have the best life but I feel like I am not taking advantage of it and being the best that I can.
I think I am going to let the internet get shut off. I don't need it and I am so much happier when I don't have it. I fill my days better and feel better at the end of the day.
I need to quit comparing my life to other people's. It's pointless. I should just be living mine. It's sad that I can't just control how often I get online but I can't so I think it's time to let it go. Being bored is good for me because it gets me off my ass and living. When I have the internet, I just sit down and try to find something to do on the computer and my day passes without feeling like I've done anything.
I need to stop smoking and staying up all night too.
Time to make some real changes! Not just for myself but for Michael and the kids. I haven't been my best for them. It makes me feel really guilty when I let myself think about it. No more..

Photo idea

This is sweet! I want a picture like this for sure! It will look much cuter with Michael wearing jeans!

Groom and Groomsmen

Ummm! Yummy! Definitely going with Wranglers! I want Michael to wear a hat but I'm not sure I want all the boys wearing hats.. I don't want anyone to look like they are wearing a costume. I think Michael and Gary will wear hats and no one else. I already know Michael wants to anyway. I love the vests though! So cute!

Flower Girl

I am making Kaylee's dress just like this but using brown and a cream color and adding some halter straps so that it doesn't fall down.

And a simple basket like this. 

Bouquets

I like this bouquet. I was considering not doing bouquets at all and going with lanterns or something but I actually like this. Pretty antique colored roses and adding wheat and maybe tying it all together with rope.

Bridesmaids

I like the look of this! All different dresses but similar colors with belts and boots. That way each girl can choose a dress that they are comfortable in and I just think it's cuter for each girl to have a different dress. I'd want each girl to have different boots too.. either cowboy boots or boot heels if cowboy boots aren't your thing. I like the ruffles too!

Wedding stuffs

New wedding plans. Since I want to be stress-free on the big day and to save money, I have decided to rent out the bowling alley on University for my reception. I am going to ask Joel to DJ and that way we can also karaoke later on in the evening. I think it will be more fun this way too. People can bowl, play pool, dance, sing.. I am not paying for a ton of alcohol so this way, there's a bar there so people can drink if they'd like. I have read that it is tacky to ask people to pay for their own drinks at a wedding but I don't think anyone will mind it who will be attending. Everyone knows we aren't rich. I had the idea to make out my own drink tickets and pay ahead of time for a certain amount of drinks so that way you just turn in your ticket to the bartender and the first drink or two will be paid for already. I'm not sure yet. Anyway.. I thought of the idea because I saw a girl on my friend list who's sister had an after party at the bowling alley and I couldn't quit stressing about the reception. I figured why not just do that for the reception? I looked online and they don't offer any packages for that sort of thing but I am just going to call and ask to rent the whole place and see what can be done.
 I was telling Katie how I thought it would be cute to have the guests sign a bowling pin to have a cute little reminder of our wedding and she was like "that is also where y'all met!" It never even occurred to me until she said that. We met there, had our first kiss there in the parking lot a few weeks later.. and that is also where I saw Michael before we ever met for the first time and said to Katie "that  is the guy I am going to marry." I can't believe it didn't occur to me while I was planning all of this out. I must be dumb lol! So.. although I didn't realize this, so I can't take credit for it.. that place has a lot of special meaning to us. It's perfect!
I'm so happy! I have been looking at bridesmaid dresses and found one that I like but can't decide on a color. Since I'm not having a real reception, I have kind of let go of the Beauty and the Beast thing so now that I am free to choose any color, I can't make  up my mind. I have been looking at wedding party pictures to see which colors appeal to me. The colors I like aren't available with the dress I like though. I will probably find a different dress all together. I definitely know which dress I want though. It hasn't changed since last year. I looked and looked and kept coming back to it. It's just so my idea of the perfect wedding dress. It is way cheaper than last year too! It's only $200 and something bucks! I can't believe it is so cheap seeing as how it is the prettiest wedding dress I have ever seen! lol
Another reason that I want to save money by switching to the bowling alley is so that we can afford to have a professional photographer at the ceremony. If I'm going to be a wedding planner, I figure I should have some good pictures of my own wedding to show off lol.
My original plan was a wedding package through UNT that included ceremony and reception venues, a caterer and cake for fifty people that would have cost a little over $5,000. I don't want to have to keep my guest list to under fifty and I don't want to spend that much when I'd also have to decorate which would cost a ton to do the way I'd like. So it isn't worth it to me. Bowling alley all the way!
The ceremony will be at the Little Chapel in the Woods which is adorable! I am so in love with it! It's not expensive either. If I had a working mouse I would insert a picture here.. dang it!
So anyway.. we'll have the ceremony and then have everyone head over to the bowling alley while we take pictures and then go to the bowling alley where Joel will introduce us and announce our first dance.. I want to get the dance out of the way right away since people may be bowling and such.. we'll eat pizza and Katie and Michael's step dad will make speeches and then cut the cake. I'm not interested in throwing the bouquet or garter bullshit. I just want the cake to be the end of the "have-to-do" list and just enjoy the rest of the night. Except for the sparkler exit for when me and Michael leave lol.. I'm so cheesy but the sparklers are a must! I think it's so sweet when people see the bride and groom drive away and sparklers are so pretty and festive and happy. So that is that.. thems my plans.

203

I hope things keep up at this pace for a while! I haven't even been walking and everyday when I weigh, I'm down a pound or two.
Last night was hard.. I kept going into the kitchen and opening the fridge or the cabinet and walking out. I knew I could eat certain things but those were NOT the things I wanted at that time.. I don't usually like cereal but I wanted some pretty bad lol.. I wound up eating a fun-size Almond Joy and two Weight Watcher approved Jellos. It helped. Next time I'll just go straight for the jello since those are allowed since they are zero carbs and only ten calories each.
I've been planning a wedding again. I have a whole new theme and I'm excited about it. We won't be going to the Justice of the Peace anymore. I want a real wedding and I will have one! My new theme is Beauty and the Beast. The place that I want to get married will be perfect for the theme! I'm hoping for late February but I can't book the place until we have the money so I'm not sure I'll get the date I want yet or not. Either way, it will be next year. I have been working on ideas and collecting little pictures for inspiration. Instead of numbering the tables at the reception, I will be naming them. My guest list is 56 including us and the babies but I'm not seating the little babies at specific chairs so I will have five tables aside from the head table. The table names are Belle, Cogsworth, Lumiere, Enchanted Rose, and Mrs. Potts. The escort table will just be kinda forest themed. I will post a picturte of the inspiration for each table..

I want to play "Tale as old as Time" when everyone is finding their table at the reception to set the mood. I think it will be neat.
I want to make "Be our guest" invitations too!
Exciting!! 

211

Started the Atkins diet today.
I had broccoli and beef from Chinatown Cafe that was left over from last night for breakfast,
a Taco Salad from Taco Bueno for lunch, and a homemade chicken salad for dinner with strips of fajita chicken and spinach leaves and ranch mixed with hot sauce. It was sooo good!
I just tried diet cherry 7-up and I love it.. PLUS, it's pink! Yay!
I rewarded myself with a Little Debbie that was within my carb allowance for the day.
Tomorrow I will try to do without the Little Debbie. lol
Tomorrow I will also start walking! I'm excited!!!
I feel so hopeful..

Church

My little bazinga of the day.. "No, I don't go to church. Church comes to me."
My doggie is a fucking rock star! I'm so pleased. We have been working with him on the leash since he hated it and was afraid of it at first and, already, he's walking like a pro. He stays by my side and stays "in the zone" as Ceasar would say. He did get distracted once on our walk today by a butterfly. A little, yellow butterfly flew past and he really wanted it lol.. It distracted me too so that's okay haha..
I'm working on getting him to stop without me pulling the leash when I stop and I was so impressed with how fast he caught on that I have also incorporated sitting when we stop. He's doing so well!!
We walked to the bus stop and Drue was really happy that I brought him.
I'm pretty sure he thinks that I'm the boss and Michael is his love buddy. He's such a greeter. He loves to meet and greet people when they come over. He's such a sweet dog!

Barrel

I'm so excited about getting a new dog. I am going to try to FORCE myself to walk him every day! That is my motivation to get my own ass out walking. I bonded with Mudd today, teaching him things that I've learned to teach dogs lol.. I'm so excited with all of the things I have learned about dogs recently. I know that I am better equipped to deal with a dog now. I have to keep reminding myself not to take things they do personally. That sounds so ridiculous but it's true. I have narrowed down my problem and that is it. Instead of seeing the dog as a dog, I always expect it to have common courtesy for me like a human would and I get mad at the dog when I shouldn't. It isn't good for me or the dog for me to get angry. I can't wait!!
I've decided on a name and it is Barrel. I can't wait to meet him!

cereal and goldfish

I am losing my mind today. Yesterday, I felt calm and happy and today the kids are making me crazy. Drue just spilled his tea all over the keyboard. Obviously it is still working but he knows he isn't supposed to have drinks outside of the kitchen. They have pulled all the couch cushions off and poured cereal and goldfish in the couch. I'm stressed... boo!
I feel like I have completely lost my stride. All the work I got done yesterday feels like it was for nothing. The kids are doing their best to destroy the house today.
I think I need to go to bed early tonight and get back on track with the house tomorrow. I don't think I have it in me today. It's hard to go to bed early when Michael doesn't get home until eleven. I feel like I never see him if I don't stay up and spend time with him at night.
The mouse is messing up now.. it was soaked in tea also.
Stresssssssing!!

happy here

 Hung out with my brother last night and it was nice. I also got to drink Amaretto Sours!.. and learn how to make them. Yay! Five is too many. Gave me a bad headache.

 I came home after and watched This is 40 with Michael. Good movie but not as good as I thought it would be. Still worth the watch though.
 Been cleaning house and baking muffins today. Everything is happy here.
 I have been drinking only water today. I want to lose weight so badly. I really have to learn not to eat just because I am bored. So I've been trying to stay busy today instead. So far, so good.
I did eat three fun size candy bars but I'm still doing better than I usually do.
 I want to dance today!
I can't wait for Katie to have the baby so we can start dancing again. I hate to dance alone. 

 That's about it! Toodles!

Gosh

I just finished cleaning the house in preparation for my sweet boy's two days off. Tomorrow I have to go grocery shopping and get the stuff for our "family craft night". Gosh, I always feel so good and guilt-free after cleaning. The kids helped pick up their toys and shoes and things this time. It was nice to have help. They can be such sweet faces sometimes. At first, I wasn't crazy about having a dishwasher because I didn't think I'd use it but when the dishes have piled up, it's really nice to have... and I love the sound.
I have done a good job of eating less today and just got off the phone with Michael and turned down an offer for fast food. Go me! I'm just going to eat a Lean Cuisine and try to stay on track with this.
I swear, every time I sit down to blog, Hank wakes up and screams at me and I have to cut it short! Grr!

gypsy-ish

There are some bluebonnets growing in my yard... a happy little surprise.
I am sitting in my room with the fan on, window open, lights off and a candle lit. I think the fact that the window is open at night and I am home alone speaks volumes for how much better my anxiety issues have gotten. I am drinking ice water from this beautiful little cup that Katie bought at Big Lots. I had to steal it for a while because it makes me happy to drink from it. It's orange and see through and has a nice little antique feeling design on it. I can't properly describe the cup but it's a happy cup for sure.
Drinking water also makes me happy. When I drink water I feel clean inside.
Katie gave me some fake flowers to put in my room. I want my room to look gypsy-ish (?) but I don't think I can afford to do it the way I want. So.. for now, I am just collecting things that make me happy to put in it.
I am going to make rain chains to hang outside of my window. I am also going to try to find a way to hang a wind chime outside my window to where it will actually chime and not just fall against the house. lol
It weirds me out how much of a peace freak I have become. I used to like chaotic and cluttered surroundings. It's really bothering me that there is a red squiggly line under the word "weirds".. it's so a word in my vocabulary and that it the proper spelling lol! Now there are two squiggly lines.. boo!
Anyway..
Hank is asleep on my "bed" and Kaylee fell asleep in the living room watching a movie. Drue is next door with Devin. I'm so proud of Devin for how well he's been taking care of his room. He has all his things in drawers and it's just so sweet. It gets messy from time to time but for the most part, he's doing so well.
Drue and Kaylee do a great job with their room too.. if only they would do the same in the kitchen and living room! I think they assume that is my job, even if it's their mess. We'll have to work on that! Michael loaded the dishwasher the other night without me asking him to. Yay!
I am going to buy a humidifier for my room. I can't stand waking up with a dry throat every morning. It's really affecting my voice! I feel like I am starting to sound like an old lady. I plan to try to quit smoking soon and "steaming" every night. I want to do that for my face anyway and I think it will be good to clear out my throat and sinuses.

XANAX

I went to my mom's and got a xanax earlier.. MUCH better!
I feel amazing.. I gave myself my own bedroom. The computer room is now where I will be sleeping and relaxing by myself. I need to buy more candles...
The best part of it is the window.. the air really comes in and the neighbors are ALWAYS doing laundry so it's yummy smelling air! I can hear the cars on McKinney and it's really calming. All of it :)
My bed is the couch but I took the back cushions off and put sheets on it. My comforter is in the washer right now. I am going to sleep so well tonight!
It's pretty weird to me how much energy I got after taking a xanax.. I usually crash.
UGH! Haddie is sitting under the desk and she just farted and it smells awful..
Someone is coming to get her tomorrow. The lady said she's in love with her and she'll send pictures and that she promises she will be very loved where she is going. So all sounds good to me and I'm glad to be dog free soon.
That's all for now, folks!

yay.

I have lost my mind and cut my hair more and completely ruined it. Yay.
I am so depressed. I can't do anything to shake this. I am sitting here, stuck.. feeling numb and scatterbrained. I don't know what I am even saying. My arms are shaky and I think I'm panicking for no reason. Fuck.. blah.

Goals for this year..

Walk more!
Spend more time outside! (in the rain?)
Start a garden!
Get married! (Just do it already!)
Eat more fruit and veggies!
Drink more water!
Find ways to be a better mom!
Start "family Saturdays"!- Eat out for breakfast and then spend the day away from home, even if it's just going to the park.
Try to be more controlling of my temper!
Find things to be happy about when I look in the mirror!
Read more!
That is all for now.. if this list gets too long, I won't be able to keep up! :)
This year is already better than last year and I plan to keep it that way!
Lots of !!!!! exclamation marks!!!!

nothing to do

It's been a long day of boredom. Michael won't turn off the tv to spend any time with me. Seriously! I have asked him multiple times. Also.. I want to help out a friend and offer them a place to stay for a while so they can get back on their feet and he won't allow it. He's being weird today. He's acting like I have changed and I'm being weird but it's so him.. blah! The only thing that helps me feel better is helping other people feel better a lot of the time. He's acting like a stingy, selfish jerk to be honest. I keep asking him to just spend time with me and he is ignoring me. I think I'm on some kind of high today.. I have this crazy energy today.. to the point where I am shaky even. I am also feeling very angry today.. I don't know which is fueling which but they are definitely working together lol!
I need some kind of release... or escape.. or whatever.. I don't know what I need but I'm going stir crazy in this house. I went to Katie's and stayed for two minutes after helping her clean up some toys haha.. I'm losing my mind with nothing to do. I guess it's time to blast some music and clean my own house.. toodles!

matters more

I cut my hair a bit and I think I like it. It feels much healthier. I keep turning on movies and only watching the beginning and then turning on another one. I'm bored. I think I am going to start a garden. I need fresh air more and a hobby, I guess. I don't know anything about gardening but I'll read up on it online and start small.    It just seems nice and nothing else really does these days. I've also got to stop smoking. I want to be healthy and feel clean inside. About my hair.. the reason I like it is because of how it feels. I think that probably matters more than how it looks. I don't have to look at it all day, I have to feel it. I feel lighter and more girly and fresh. I want to start focusing on doing things that also give me that feeling.
I was thinking about how I am impulsive when I am depressed. I buy dogs without thinking it through and get tattooed and cut and dye my hair. I've done much stupider things like cheating too. I want to learn to be content. I did just cut my hair today, but I think, for once, it wasn't an impulsive thing. It was therapeutic actually. I did it for the right reasons lol.. that sounds lame but I had awful split ends and needed to cut it. I usually do it because I think I need a makeover or whatever.
Hank just woke up and he's pissed off so I better get off here.
Just typing for a minute has made me feel better.

bothersome

   Really gotta start getting back on a schedule! I feel like my life is chaos now. Drue didn't go to school today. This morning was insane. He refused to get dressed. No matter what Michael or I did, he just sat there and stared at the wall. Michael got really mad and sent him back to bed. He isn't allowed to play games or watch tv this week. He has been getting in trouble for not doing his work at school too. I'm worried. I have been trying to figure out what could be causing this change in behavior and can't think of anything that has changed except for us moving.. that is when this all started but I can't figure out why that would be at all bothersome to him. We all like it here and we only moved next door. He still sees everyone. I don't know but I have to get myself back on track and try to find a way to fix this. It seems like he doesn't like school anymore. When I try to ask him about school, he doesn't want to talk. He'll say he doesn't remember. It's weird. Maybe someone is picking on him at school? He has always told me about that stuff when it happened though. He came home with a big scratch on his neck last week and I asked him what happened and he told me a kid on the bus did it... he didn't seem to care.. I will keep trying to talk to him about everything and see if I get anywhere with it. Drue is really difficult to get to talk though.
   I have been really depressed and Michael has been really good with helping me out around the house. I'm so thankful for him. He seems to like his new job so far. I'm happy about that. We found out he will get paid every week again. Yay! I love that!! Budgeting is way more fun that way!
   So.. I started trying to get things in order on paper today.. I haven't written in my journals since right after we moved in. I'm thinking that could have added to my stress and depression issues. I started budgeting, now that it's fun again.. I wrote down all the things that we need to get done in the next few weeks and, after writing it all down, I feel better. I need to remember to always do that!

I miss him

I'm sitting here with nothing to do but the dishes.. boo!
Michael wouldn't wake up when I tried to wake him. I forgot why I didn't like him working 2-10 before.. He likes to sleep until time to get ready and I have to go to bed as soon as he gets home. He stayed up watching tv all night last night... I miss him already.
I need to go grocery shopping.
I need to make tea.. finish the dishes..
Haddie and Hank won't stop fighting.. it's horrible.
Haddie is now on Craigslist. Jordan is trying to decide whether or not she wants her back.
I have had three people ask about her so far.
Blah.. I'm thinking about going to MHMR to see if I can get some meds.. I'm tired of feeling this way.
The babies have been super sweet lately and I'm grateful..
Gonna go wake up Michael..

fried

I can't do today..
I need to borrow a toaster..
Hank is screaming at me, I had to put Haddie in her cage because she just walked up and bit me and now she's barking like crazy...
Michael's still in bed and I doubt I'll get to see him before he goes to work..
I'm just sad and frustrated today.
I want to cut and dye my hair like this
..this cut (if my hair is long enough)

this color..


I'm tired of changing my hair color for stupid reasons.. I need to stick with blonde because it's my favorite and that's all that matters. I seriously can't believe I dyed my hair dark again just to wear a dress once. So stupid. Now my hair will really be fried once I get back to blonde.

All pissy

Feeling really depressed and tired today and yesterday. My mind keeps drifting to negative thoughts and I keep dreading all my responsibilities... I am really dreading tomorrow for some reason. I just want to sleep.
I was just reading arguments about parenting.. it's all so ridiculous how everyone thinks they've got it right. "my parents did this and I turned out alright" SHUT UP!
It just really pisses me off. It's scary to be a parent and people run their mouths all the damn time about other parents doing something wrong.. it's dumb and pointless. No one is perfect and just because you have a child doesn't mean that you aren't allowed to mess up. It's inevitable. When I hear someone talking bad about someone else for the way they parent their children, I want to scream.
I'm pretty sure most people with kids love them and want to do what is best for them but what is best for them is all a matter of opinion. Every child is different. I can't even parent all of my children the exact same way so why would someone try to say that a certain way is best for all kids? GRR!
The needs of a child vary from child to child like an adult.. there is no "right way".

It's got me all pissy.. I can't even vent properly lol.. my head's a mess!

some more

I just finished dying my hair medium brown.. I thought I told Michael to get dark brown.. but whatever.. it was already on my head when I noticed the box said medium.
I hot-glued the clips to my new hair extensions this time.. it was soooooo much easier and faster than sewing them on and when I tried pulling one off I could tell it wasn't going ANYWHERE! WooO!
I'm so glad I tried it out because it's a lifesaver!!!
I showed everyone the dress and boots I ordered off of Amazon and I think everyone really liked my final decision. My bathing suit I ordered came today and it's a little bit small and my back fat is a little bit out of control but Michael liked it so I guess it's okay.
I learned today that Jordan is having a 21st bday party for Meghan at her house on the 8th or 9th, depending on Meghan's work schedule. We have been trying to come up with a party theme but still nothing. I think Jordan was leaning towards spending all the money she has on alcohol and saying "fuck the decorations" when I last spoke to her though.
Yada yada.. bore, bore some more... Later, Lovely!

hmm..

  Haddie is back home.. Michael kept looking at dogs online and I figured it would be easier to just give Haddie another try since Jordan was too stressed with two puppies and they were thinking about selling her.
I think her time with Mudd has helped calm her down too.
  I tried buying shoes online and every site I tried wouldn't let me pay with a Master card.. I don't know why or if that is some normal thing that I just don't know of. Never had that problem before but we haven't had anything other than a Visa card until now.. hmm..
  I want those damn shoes!!
I am lost without any of my shows to watch. I guess I could finish the dishes... ;)

it's a mess...

Finished season 7 of Dexter.. awesomeness. (of course)
The living room is all set up now and I love it to pieces. Feels super homey to me.
The kids stayed the night with my mom last night and Kaylee was sick all night. Poor baby. :(
Almost done with season 5 of Big Bang Theory.. makes me so happy to watch, I'm trying to drag it out.
Michael just went to get Chinese food and take Bluebell back to Carlos. Sad and happy =/ Ugh!
All I really want to blog about is the dogs but I have forbidden myself to do so. It's a mess...
I sang the other night and was amazed by how good I sounded at one point LOL! It didn't last long but for that brief moment I was like "holy shit.. I'm amazing!" Bahahaha!
That is about it. Thanks for listening! :)

all cocky

Since I've moved out, I've been feeling a bit depressed again. I don't understand why. I guess there may be no underlying reason, but I'm always attempting to find one so that I can fix the issue. I'm happy and functional for the most part, there's just this little depression feeling behind it all trying to drag me down. I should probably get back to going to bed early since it usually depresses the shit out of me to stay up all hours of the night but that's the schedule I am now on. I managed to wake up before 10am today which is better than I have been doing. I'm letting myself get lazy with Michael being home to take Drue to the bus stop. I haven't gone at all this week. I think I've gained weight this week too. I haven't weighed myself but I can feel the difference on my face. Eww! Feels awful! We just got the second futon set up in the kids room and now I'm blogging during, what Michael calls, "break time". I did the first yesterday myself since Michael was gone all day helping Joseph move stuff in and out of the house. I thought it would be easy since the pieces were all pretty big in the box... but no... it was a bitch. I do like assembling things for whatever reason but that was hard to manage with only one set of hands. I was all cocky about it afterward and today when I helped Michael, I had a lot of "input" and probably pissed him off. He said he wasn't pissed but I could sense his frustration with me lol! I better get off of here and feed Hank something.. I can hear him whining at Michael and he's playing his stupid game so... lol...
ALSO!!!... My download for season 7 of Dexter is almost complete! Woooooohooo!!!!!!! SO EXCITED!

instead

  Furniture has been delivered... not sharing a room with the kids.. bought two futons instead of bunk beds.
We've been watching The Big Bang Theory again.
 Mom and Gramma came to visit last night and brought the kids valentines.
I made Drue's teacher a gift using an idea that I found on Pinterest and it turned out nice. He was really happy about it.
 Katie and Joseph bought a dining room table and it seriously weighs a million pounds. Me, Joseph, Jordan, AND Michael struggled to carry it inside together.
 Hank is going through another extremely fussy phase. I think it may be because he's getting a new tooth because he's been drooling a lot too.
 Bluebell has torn up a small area of carpet under the bathroom door. I don't think it's gonna work out. I can't be having any of that. I obviously don't think it through before I go and get a new puppy. I'm a moron.
 blah, blah...

nachos

 Just moved into our new place and I am loving it so far (besides being not-so-organized yet).
We get our new furniture delivered this week... Hopefully today!
I bought some stuff to help me get all organized and whatnot but I haven't gotten off my ass to get started on all that.

  Once again, I have decided that the best place for all of us to sleep is in the same bedroom lol!
I just can't relax when I'm not sure the kids are sleeping in their rooms and I am scared to death of someone breaking in or something and me not being in the room with them.
So yeah.. I bought us all black comforters to match and we will be getting bunk beds soon so that we can all share a room again... but this time, they will have a separate play room to keep their stuff in so that it doesn't get crazy.
  So... front room will be the "sleep room", middle room will be the "play room", and the master will be the "computer room". I know it sounds crazy to make the biggest room in the house the computer room but the treadmill and extra couch is going in there and stuff too... and I figure when people come over it will give us more space to hang out in.

  We had nachos for dinner last night and they were yummy. baha..
Target called Michael today to give him his schedule. He will be working Sun-Thurs. from 2-10pm.
It's not the schedule I was hoping for but it pays fifty cents more so he's happy about it and I'm sure I'll be fine with it too.

Haddie went to live with Jordan and Al. She wasn't getting along with the kids. She is so playful that the kids thought they could tote her around and treat her like a ragdoll and it was making her aggressive towards them and I didn't want her growing up in a house that may turn her into that kind of dog. At least she's still in the family :)

We went to buy Valentines for Drue's school party last night. We got to the cheap little card section and Drue was picking out which ones he wanted and I decided to be an overachiever and make our own. It turned out to be kinda expensive lol but they are going to be cute.

That is all for now.. my phone won't text a bitch so I gotta go Facebook her..