Since I've moved out, I've been feeling a bit depressed again. I don't understand why. I guess there may be no underlying reason, but I'm always attempting to find one so that I can fix the issue. I'm happy and functional for the most part, there's just this little depression feeling behind it all trying to drag me down. I should probably get back to going to bed early since it usually depresses the shit out of me to stay up all hours of the night but that's the schedule I am now on. I managed to wake up before 10am today which is better than I have been doing. I'm letting myself get lazy with Michael being home to take Drue to the bus stop. I haven't gone at all this week. I think I've gained weight this week too. I haven't weighed myself but I can feel the difference on my face. Eww! Feels awful! We just got the second futon set up in the kids room and now I'm blogging during, what Michael calls, "break time". I did the first yesterday myself since Michael was gone all day helping Joseph move stuff in and out of the house. I thought it would be easy since the pieces were all pretty big in the box... but no... it was a bitch. I do like assembling things for whatever reason but that was hard to manage with only one set of hands. I was all cocky about it afterward and today when I helped Michael, I had a lot of "input" and probably pissed him off. He said he wasn't pissed but I could sense his frustration with me lol! I better get off of here and feed Hank something.. I can hear him whining at Michael and he's playing his stupid game so... lol...
ALSO!!!... My download for season 7 of Dexter is almost complete! Woooooohooo!!!!!!! SO EXCITED!
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