gypsy-ish

There are some bluebonnets growing in my yard... a happy little surprise.
I am sitting in my room with the fan on, window open, lights off and a candle lit. I think the fact that the window is open at night and I am home alone speaks volumes for how much better my anxiety issues have gotten. I am drinking ice water from this beautiful little cup that Katie bought at Big Lots. I had to steal it for a while because it makes me happy to drink from it. It's orange and see through and has a nice little antique feeling design on it. I can't properly describe the cup but it's a happy cup for sure.
Drinking water also makes me happy. When I drink water I feel clean inside.
Katie gave me some fake flowers to put in my room. I want my room to look gypsy-ish (?) but I don't think I can afford to do it the way I want. So.. for now, I am just collecting things that make me happy to put in it.
I am going to make rain chains to hang outside of my window. I am also going to try to find a way to hang a wind chime outside my window to where it will actually chime and not just fall against the house. lol
It weirds me out how much of a peace freak I have become. I used to like chaotic and cluttered surroundings. It's really bothering me that there is a red squiggly line under the word "weirds".. it's so a word in my vocabulary and that it the proper spelling lol! Now there are two squiggly lines.. boo!
Anyway..
Hank is asleep on my "bed" and Kaylee fell asleep in the living room watching a movie. Drue is next door with Devin. I'm so proud of Devin for how well he's been taking care of his room. He has all his things in drawers and it's just so sweet. It gets messy from time to time but for the most part, he's doing so well.
Drue and Kaylee do a great job with their room too.. if only they would do the same in the kitchen and living room! I think they assume that is my job, even if it's their mess. We'll have to work on that! Michael loaded the dishwasher the other night without me asking him to. Yay!
I am going to buy a humidifier for my room. I can't stand waking up with a dry throat every morning. It's really affecting my voice! I feel like I am starting to sound like an old lady. I plan to try to quit smoking soon and "steaming" every night. I want to do that for my face anyway and I think it will be good to clear out my throat and sinuses.