It's been a long day of boredom. Michael won't turn off the tv to spend any time with me. Seriously! I have asked him multiple times. Also.. I want to help out a friend and offer them a place to stay for a while so they can get back on their feet and he won't allow it. He's being weird today. He's acting like I have changed and I'm being weird but it's so him.. blah! The only thing that helps me feel better is helping other people feel better a lot of the time. He's acting like a stingy, selfish jerk to be honest. I keep asking him to just spend time with me and he is ignoring me. I think I'm on some kind of high today.. I have this crazy energy today.. to the point where I am shaky even. I am also feeling very angry today.. I don't know which is fueling which but they are definitely working together lol!
I need some kind of release... or escape.. or whatever.. I don't know what I need but I'm going stir crazy in this house. I went to Katie's and stayed for two minutes after helping her clean up some toys haha.. I'm losing my mind with nothing to do. I guess it's time to blast some music and clean my own house.. toodles!
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